Saturday, November 24, 2007

Weekend @ home





Saturday, November 17, 2007

A new play thing for Syakirah



This year Deepavali coincided with Yat's birthday. Yat had a Deepa-breakfast party at his apartment.

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Today, we bought a mini slide & swing set for Syakirah..

Now she can play even if it rains..



Monday, November 12, 2007

In Loving Memory..

The saddest day of my life has come..

My beautiful cat and best companion of 13 years, Abdul Malik Yoba, died of cancer at 3.30am this morning. We were all with him when he passed on. We burried him by a tree in front of our house.

He will forever be missed and remembered.
He will now be a companion to my two boys in heaven, InsyaAllah.



This was taken on 7 November 2007. He was weak and sickly but still walking around the house then. He hardly ate..



This was taken shortly before he was buried.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Feeling numb..

I feel numb..
My "baby" is sick and I cannot help him be well again..
I cannot help him eat,
I cannot help him be fat and happy again..
All I can do is cry and pray and watch him deteriorate day by day
I am helpless, I am scared, I am sad
I wish there was a small miracle that could help me now..
I wish that he could be with me longer
I wish that he could tell me where it hurts or how he feels or what he'd like to eat
I wish I could tell him what he means to me
I wish I could tell him how much I love him and how much I'll miss him
Actually I miss him already
I have to prepare to let him go..
Just like my other boys
He's been with me through everthing, my saddest, dummest, happiest and dreamy moments, never judging, always loving..
I cant bear thinking what it would be like without him..

Please let him stay with me a little longer
Please let us find a cure for his disease..
I still need him
I still want him around
Its crazy but I dont even want to let him see me cry because somehow I know he knows he's leaving me..
I guess they'll say I'm crazy but he's my best "friend"
I love him with all my heart
I'll never find another like him, loving, clever, cuddly
I know he doesnt belong to me so i have to let him go but its difficult..

Ya Allah, I need help.. Help me face this..
Help Yoba. Ease his pain and end his misery fast and painlessly..

Yoba, Mummy loves you so much but you dont belong to me.
I love you.
Thank you for the best 13 years of my life..

The sadness is so intense that I feel extremely numb and nauseous.

Thursday, November 08, 2007

My poor Yoba is very sick..


My dear Friends,

My dear old cat Yoba is really sick. Please say a little prayer for him..