Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I just had to show it to everyone..



Alhamdulillah, in this current world where we hear of scary relationship stories and experiences and of couples breaking up after years of being together, there is still love within some of us.. there's still hope for long lasting relationships.. InsyaAllah..

P/s.. to all my friends, married or in a relationship - cherish your relationship, love like there is no tomorrow..

To my dearest Nell, you guys really look happy together, Alhamdulillah and insyaAllah.. XOXOXO

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Celebrating my birthday..

Alhamdulillah I celebrated my 27th birthday for the 6th time yesterday.

But before that, Zairul was such a wonder for organising a small supper to celebrate my birthday with some of our dearest and closest friends at The Pub, Shangri La, on Friday, 23 May 2008.

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To Zairul, thank you for the lovely present and for organising the do. I loved every moment of it. I love you with all my heart.

To all my friends who came to the small get-together, thanks for celebrating my birthday with me and thanks for all the lovely presents..

To all the other friends who sent me sms-es and phone calls, thanks for the lovely wishes.

May Allah bless you with all thats good for you, Amin..

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The party didnt stop there..

Yesterday afternoon I had a small celebration with my siblings in Shah Alam..

Last night, Zairul's siblings came over for another candle blowing session..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

A good mix..

I had a great day out with Mama and Kakak yesterday. Although our visit was short, we had a good time together.

While we were listening to mama's stories of Tok, I came across this photo of me.. possibly about 2 years old. I was glad to find that Syakirah and I look somewhat almost alike. I am planning to snap an exact pose with Syakirah soon..

I must say she's a good mix of me and Zairul.. Take a look and see what you think.. ;-P


Wednesday, May 14, 2008

When Our Children's Interest Comes First

As a working mother, there are so many things to consider, worry and take action.

Theres just not enough time and there's just nobody to trust your precious babies to unless you stop working or work from home.

As for me, Alhamdulillah, we have been blessed with wonderful help, both from family and from the neighbouring land.

I've had some dramas, and almost always, these dramas put a strain on my relationship with my dearest.

I just need them to understand, that with the current help, I can work anywhere, anytime and anyhow. I can trust her to keep my precious safe and happy.

I dont mean to sound selfish, but we cant afford it if I quit my job... So please, please stay.. for the sake of little Kiki.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Happy Birthday My Little Angel..

Happy Birthday My Little Angel..

If you were still with us, you would be four..

Hope Yoba is keeping you company over there and telling you stories about me, Babah and Kiki. Send our love to Angel No. 2 as well..

Lots of hugs and kisses from Mummy, Babah and Kiki.

Al Fatihah.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mum's Day..

Happy Mother's Day to all mums around the world.

Today, I celebrated mother's day with Kiki and her grandmothers.. Today was the first time MY MUM wished me Happy Mother's Day too :-)..

I sat and watched a mommy-movie and realised that being a mom is not as easy as it looks but yet not as difficult but heavily drains our emotions and strength, its full of worries especially when you start thinking of the kind of children you want your kids to be and how to get there, full of sacrifices and major tests on your patience and perserverence..and yet a mom's job still doesnt end there..

As I sat looking at Kiki sleep today, I wonder what kind of mother I'll be in the future. Will I be someone who Kiki would miss and want to run to? Can I be that person? Does she know how much I love her despite me being angry at her? Will I be able to control my fears and frustrations? Will i be able to guide her to become "that" human being which I really hope she will be? Is that too much? Is that forcing her? I really cant tell. Nobody knows what is right and what is wrong. The outcome is pretty much different for all mums.

As I write this, I am thinking of a few mums (M,F,S,Z,A) who have held my hand through thick and thin, those mums who stayed up all night with me, picked up their phones and called me, checked on me, replied my sms-es and hugged me when I felt like I was not completely a mum and didnt know which way to turn. THEY gave me advise and helped me raise Kiki. Thanks dear mums.

But..what I hoped to be a "nice" day for me ended with a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes with no wishes to remember by.. Not even a hug.. instead it included sour faces and anger..

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Adventures and achievements..

AQUARIA KLCC

Zairul & I decided to take Syakirah on an educational adventure to Aquaria KLCC.

Last Friday, 2 May 2008, Yong, Rasyad and Mar accompanied us on this delightful experience.

Kiki loved all the animals, especially the turtles. We even bought her a turtle soft toy. We took a family shot with a skunk whihc was on display tooo!! It was really cool.





















Afterwards we had lunch @ California Pizza Kitchen..





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ALIM KIDS MODULE 2


Alhamdulillah, Kiki completed Module 2 at Alim Kids.